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12:54 am
[Link] | omg i cant belive how busy ive been. last weekend was homecoming that was so much fun. i started comp officialy today i was great i love it already. along with being bussy comes stress. wow aot of it it is nuts. i am so fed up w/ like everyone i hate men,my dad my stepdad. there all ass holes i wish that men dodnt have to live. urg, band has been so busy ive had 2 perfomences this weekend and i have one tomarrow(sunday) and one wednessday.that been crazy but whatever its late and im tired so pease out
Current Mood:  its late
Current Music: helena my chemical romance
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10:30 am
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wazz^
omg this week is so crazzy already and school hasnt even started yet its been way to stressful my stepdad gives my shit like no other. is so not fair its like i cant do anything right it just makes me fell like shit ive had such an assome self asteam lately but this week i feel like every thing i do is so wrong and i hate myself for it like i really try to do things right but it just hasent turned out like that. i get in trouble for every thing. but whaterver i cant wait to be back at school
Current Mood:  depressed
Current Music: because of you~/~ kelly Clarkson
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09:23 am
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omg i havent updated in soo long
well what can i say within the last month i have met soo many people and also made some new friends.Jess-(little freshman jess) we have so many inside jokes already and weve only known each other for 2 weeks if that.all those times big mike farted early in the morning as we were marching and all those times we made fun of sheans pants.an the 2 times i ran into a pole(lol) im never going to live that down but we had fun. ariell-ive known you sister for some time now and im glad i finaly got to meet you thanx for not talking about our secret parties.stana-i had so much fun being your next door neighbor it felt weird not being with you all day and all night along with jillie. Pattie- i remember being in andreas room trying to calm you down for like a half an hour then to find out that andrew fucked up his own trumpet not gavins we laughed so hard he desirved it.Mr. steve-(the crazy sax player who teaches clarinets) you are the best i will always be the clarinet groppie good luck at central i hope your band year is as good as mine. Mr.vick you are byfar the loudest high brass man i have ever met but your cool.Andrea-my sectionals leader you are an assome sax player and a great leader i hope to see you again soon. not only did i meat new friend but i also hung out with some old ones
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03:07 pm
[Link] | hey its just me again havent updated in a while so i figured i would. ive been doing good and i lost 13lb. in 3 weeks i was sooo excited. take my quiz http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=050328092203-825003 go here and take my quiz bye
Current Mood:  i had dance yesterday
Current Music: doncha
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10:24 am
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life is gay
this hole weekend has been really gay all my friends went on vaction and i got stuck home with my mom and my sister all weekend. now i'm trying to listen to mysic online and since i have this gay parental guard i can't do anything i can't even veiw my own live journal. last night andrea came home from kentucky and my mom wouldn't even let me spend the night at her house cause "life is gay" the word of my retarted mother. i live for the day that i can finnally move out and live on my own. i swear the day i graduate i'm renting a uhaul and i'm moving out for good i will never be like my mom and live at home till im 31. god forbid i live at home any longer than 18. i can't wait to go back to school on tuesday see all my friends, not be home, those are the glory days. i haven't danced all week and i can't stand it any more dance relives stress and i have alot right now. I NEED TO DANCE!!!
Current Mood:  my mom is really gay
Current Music: halla back girl
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04:40 am
[Link] | When I cry, I close my eyes
And every tear falls down inside
And I pray with all my might
that I will find my heart in someone's arms
When I cry, cry
When I cry
When I am sad I think of every awful thing I ever did
Oh When I cry, there is no love,
No there is nothing that can comfort me enough
When I cry,
Cry, cry
The salt inside my body ruins everyone I come close to
My hands are barely holding up my head
I am so tired of looking at my feet
Or all the secrets that I keep
My heart is barely hangin' by a thread
Hangin' by a thread
Oh look at me
At all I've done
I've lost so many things that I so dearly love
I lost my soul
I lost my pride
Oh I lost any hope of having a sweet life
So I cry,
Cry, cry
Oh the salt inside my body ruins everyone I come close to
My hands are barely holding up my head
Oh I'm so tired of looking at my feet
And all the secrets that I keep
My heart is barely hangin' by a thread
Hangin' by a thread
I miss you all
I wish I was with you now
I wish I was
this is from kaits journal but it goes for me to.
Current Mood:  blah
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10:37 pm
[Link] | hey wazz^ i'm not felling so great today i jacked up my knee and i have a dance competition in 4 days and im kinda crabby but i dont know why. this week along with last week were all hectic and im now irritated. some thime you have those days where you whis you were dead well today after school felt just like that i came home and got helled at for like 10 min. but it was so extreamly mean and nasty that it had the affect to lower my self esteem. if any one has realized yet that all my down days have some thing to do with my mom and joe then i clap for you, because most of my problems have to do with my mom and joe but whatever i hate my life and i hate my house. all the time i have people who tell me im soooo luck because i have a nice house(no offence to beth) but if people lived in my house for like a day they would take it all back. even andrea knows how bad my house is and shes only been there a few times. well im done babbaling on so ill go bye
Current Mood:  im not in the best of moods
Current Music: none
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10:30 pm
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read this i know its long so what
hey everyone you must read this
This will make you cry
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble! Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad." This story is sad and unpleasant but true, So young people take heed, it could have been you.
READ AND PASS ON TO AT LEAST 10 PEOPLE
Please listen to this angel's request......
If you do the small favor she asks to come true, She will be sent down to guard and protect you.
Please....do it for Jenny.
Send ten copies and see what happens in four days. You will get a surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious.
Good luck, but please remember: 10 copies of this message must leave your hands in 24 hours.................................
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07:15 am
[Link] | todoy is d day as in dance day and dad day thats right today i have to go to dane all day and then go to my dads it sucks. any who.. thats about it so bye
Lidia
Current Mood:  lol
Current Music: you raise me up-josh groban
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10:45 am
[Link] | If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
or...do this one
1. Comment anonymously
2. List 5 things that will let me figure out who you are
--Don't list common things that could apply to others. Please make them directly related to you so I can figure out who it is.
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10:41 am
[Link] | Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence
You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things.
Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments.
You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it.
You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.
You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.
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11:05 pm
[Link] | hey so yea wazz^ today i went to a guard comp and we totaly suck we got 10th out of 10 but whatever. any who... today i was totally in a bad mood and i talk to kelly karla's mom for like ever she gives really good advice but whatever and yea i've been dancing like all fuckin day but i guess thats what you get when you good but i cant complain cause i go back to school in about 32 hours yea baby and first thing im going to do is go talk to Mrs.Bonicci cause i have issuses that need to be solved. so whatever im done complaining for now so peace out lidia
Current Mood: just read my last update
Current Music: welcome to the jungle-gunz n roses
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02:03 pm
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life fuckin sucks
so ya yesterday sucked but whatever if only i was in school i miss my friends my life ya know. any who today i went bowling with my cuzins it sucked. and i might even spend the night but i dont mind. i just wanted to say thanx to al for supporting me and lifting me up a bit sooo thanx al. we only have four days till school starts again im soooo excited but yea whatever see ya
Lidia
Current Mood: i hate my life
Current Music: you raise me up by josh groban
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02:48 pm
[Link] | so ya i haven't updated in a while so all of u should stop bothering me. i read carls last update and i tottaly a gree with him every one in the world should just die. exspecially joe my step dad hes an ass. lately i've been feeling like shit and i wish i was in school right now cause if i was in school i would be happy and whatever. any who...... lately my mom has been telling me she wishes i would go live with my dad and i really bothers me ya no cause i have a ton of friend here and i dont ever want to leave but whatever i hate my fuckin live and i wish i could just die no one wants me in this world anyway so why can't i just die my life sucks and i want it to just stop but i would never kill myself cause i dont want to put myself through that pain but whatever bye love ya ange
Current Mood:  bitchy
Current Music: none
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06:19 pm
[Link] | This journal is usless, whats the point of it, lol, I mean, this is entry what, 4? come on lidia, you havent updated in a LOOOOONG time. if one of your intrests are computers, then why are u never on it. And I mean, NeVeR on it? come on, lol, I know, i update alot too, but... ok, i'll stop now.
If you haven't guessed this isn't lidia, then to tell u,
I'm -Al-
Current Mood: i dunno? what mood are u in?
Current Music: -----
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01:35 pm
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ya this is andrea
so ya LIdia hasn't updated in like 4 ever so i desited i wanted to up date this so ya i kneed to up date mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol so ya....................
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06:16 pm
[Link] | hey wazz^ i havent posted latly so i figured i would. this week was pretty good except a few things all pertaining my step dad. Hes an ass. ya know but what ever... anywho...tomarrow i get to go ova stephs house it ganna be assome
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10:17 pm
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bitch
wow every1 is crazy. i went to lazerquest with andrea and al i kicked there buts and they suck. Today i gave andrea her x-mas present and it was a tiny present and i put it in this huge box with like 7 boxes and duck tape on every layer it was aswome. she went crazzy. Band geeks roxx my soxx(aj made that up).tomarrow i have to babysit all day it tottaly sucks. im going crazzy.
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02:01 pm
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ok hear it goes...
Well...life is a bitch and them you die....man i wanna get ^...lol... well any wayz...well my friend (Andrea) is goin to a party tomarrow and guess what...she is not taking ME!!!!!!!!:-( I know what i'm gonna do this summer 'N' it is only december...Isn't that sad?...
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